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Almost a year ago I had found out some horrible news and it took a toll on my life, It was like after that every one left me alone. I wanted too give up, I had no motivation too keep going anymore, people kept putting me down for somethingI didn’t...

Almost a year ago I had found out some horrible news and it took a toll on my life, It was like after that every one left me alone. I wanted too give up, I had no motivation too keep going anymore, people kept putting me down for somethingI didn’t do. Things had just gotten worse within school and at home. I couldn’t take it anymore, I would cry myself too sleep every night and would bring myself self down with negativity…. but on April 26th I met him… He stopped me from having these horrible thoughts, he stopped me from thinking I was the worse person in the world.. He was my best friend before we started dating, he was the only person their for me than, yea I had others but I found reasons why I couldn’t trust them.. He is always there when my family begins too fight, he was there for everything. Its not as bad anymore, but there are times I still feel like I don’t deserve him, he deserves the world, well I deserve nothing like him. The thing is we live 5 hours apart and only seen each other 5 times out of our 10 months together. It was hard when I didn’t have skype or anything, with me having too get attatched too people easily, It was hard too leave his side and go back too being without him. I honestly never will feel good enough for him, but I love him.. he has too be the best guy, he says the sweetest things, is always there and when we fight, he NEVER fights back, he waits until I am done and tells me he loves me no matter what the outcome of the fight brings. I won’t say more, I just had to get this out.. I love him so much, he changed who I was. I am thankful for him.

Love Joseph letter rant forever life

Mar 20, 2012

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